Tuesday, April 19, 2022

Hello, Bike Boy

 I almost blurted Hi,

As if we had history with each other,

We might, we might not, we did not.

God knows you have no idea over my existence.

I smiled a bit, I thought I did, or maybe I did not.

The clock stopped ticking, I felt like the earth stopped revolving,

I couldn’t think straight, I barely functioning.

I was caught in a moment, drown into your gaze,

a mere split second that felt like forever.

We were looking at each other, or maybe we didn’t,

maybe this was all just in my head.

 

I looked at you, at least that part was clear enough.

And it's unfair how you managed to look the same,

I guess the time indeed stop ticking for you,

Same tall good looking senior I once had a crush on.

 


Xoxo,

I was your junior who kept roaming around your bike just to catch a glimpse of you

Sunday, June 23, 2019

Hello, a treasure to keep

Hello, a treasure to keep!

Pirates went to the ocean, fighting the thunderstorm for it.
Nobleman sacrificed their knights, hunting down the El Dorado to own it.
And there you were,
trying to hide in plain sight, while shinning so brightly it's blinding.
A treasure.

I was today years old when I learnt that diamond could be in the form of human being.
It's almost impossible not to notice you,
to see the gentleness that you share
so genuinely
I could almost touch.
Hugged by the warmness that you radiate,
I was mesmerized,
unable to function for a moment.

'It will get by'
I said as a promise to myself.
To reassure myself not to be blinded.

But every now and then,
every time our path was bound to cross ever so slightly,
just so slightly so it wont hurt any other party,
still I tried my best to hold my ground,
not to buckle and melt down before you.

I don't deserve to have you,
the almighty god of fate had made sure of that,
and at that exact moment,
like a lightning struck the sky
I know
I owe you at least a letter,
A treasure to keep.



Xoxo,
The Faithful

Tuesday, September 25, 2018

Hi there.


Hi there,
Someone across the mirror.
I can see deep and through to you.
Naked as who you really are.
Delicate as you are,
crying over the movie you’ve watched,
Sobbing over the book you’ve read.

But inside
you’re just pure evil, a wicked rotten apple.
You hurt people like it’s your job,
Here and there you scratch them.
Even to someone you hold very dearly,
Scarring them by the blunt of your tongue,
by the daintiness of your touch,
Leave them stranded in the middle of the sea,
That to be granted their forgiveness
would be beyond the bounds of possibility.

Empathy can’t be taught.
Still,
only the death heart could do so.

Sometimes when I run, I try to run away from you.
To fool the mind that the body can leave the soul behind.
But I can’t,
for they bore each other’s consequences.
And they would never fathom how forever sorry I am.



Xoxo,
The beyond the mirror who craving to shatter it

Wednesday, May 23, 2018

Hello, Cuss Boy


Hello, Cuss Boy!

Hello, you who cussed at me when we were both just 5th grader.
It’s the first time I got cussed at right in front of my face,
You probably have the privilege of forgetting the occasion,
But me - a goody two shoes, who barely spent the break time outside classroom?
Oh good God, how could you expect me to forget?
You stood right there in front of me and spitted those nasty word – if not twice then third times.
I didn’t remember what I did wrong, I doubt I knew what I did wrong to you,
Yet there you were.

I did not hate you, I did not hold grudge against you.
Instead, you made me hate myself.
You knew very little how harmful a mere word could be.

Ah, I think, even now, the universe doesn’t know that either.
With the help of the almighty anonymousness of social media,
People throws nasty word here and there like it’s a charity.
And what do they want to achieve with that is something I still fail to comprehend.
The world is messed up enough that I believe it doesn’t need extra help to do so by people tossing their negativity around.

Hey you, Cuss Boy.
We don’t keep in touch, but I know you’re a better man now.
And I wish that everyone could grow up like you, becoming better man,
Know better that if one can’t spread the happiness, at least they hold up their negativity for themselves to swallow.



Xoxo,
The girl you screamed asu to

Sunday, March 18, 2018

Hello, Captain!


Hi, Cap!
Did you ever fall for someone’s attentiveness?
I did.

One day,
A mistake,
Then a mess erupted.
One moment,
Someone took everything under its wings,
Captaining over everyone,
Placing back to its destined place,
Believing the situation’s under control.

Little did you know, cap,
I lost my breath.
And along with it,
A little piece of my heart.
I was, overall, captivated.



Xoxo,
your former avengers

Thursday, January 18, 2018

Hello, Kaladin

Hello, Kaladin Stormblessed.
My baby bundle of joys and tears.
You are, to date, my number one favorite character,
And I believe you're gonna stay on the top for a quite while.

Am bowing deeply to Mr Sanderson
Thanking him for his portrayal of you,
making your character more alive than ever in every chapter,
making me grow fond of you in every single page,
making everyone roots and cheers and cries along with you.

I may not have read many books,
But I constantly convince people to read Stormlight Archive.
If only for Kaladin's sake,
whose determination could dry the ocean,
whose hardship had shaken the gods.

Though you made me skip my meal,
Though you made me lost my sleeping hour,
Though you made me crazy,
Because I have no clue
to whom should I shower my overwhelming feelings I had towards you.
Always know that there's always big place in my heart,
reserved only for you, Kal.



Xoxo,
Consider me one of your Bridge Four's crew, since we've been through it together


Monday, October 2, 2017

Hello, Love


Hello, Love

On this beautiful day
The golden bell's ringing
All the bird's chirping
The sacred vow is recited
One plus one is no longer two

You, love, start tearing up
Believing that you have conquered it all
Conquering your own ability
to see the hurricane right in front of you
You've been numbed by the cold in his words
Limped by the blow in his stare
Bleed by the thorn in his kisses

You, love, start tearing up
Knowing so well to hold your peace forever
To fold back the words to say I don't

Because, love,
you will not always be the priority

Maybe happy ever after could be written without you